Kevin
Mood:  a-ok
Topic: my own bachelorette show
All things happen for a reason. So I went home to sulk and then I decided to get back on track with my day. The plan was to go get toe clips on my bike and so I did. There was this cute cute guy named Kevin at the bike shop I went to. He was super sweet, had a great smile and eyes and bought me a candy bar. He offered to take me riding with him some time. I am like really dense and I was hoping he was asking me out but I couldn't tell.

Me and La
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: requeum
Topic: my own bachelorette show
All things happen for a reason, right?

So what happened with La and I? I don't wanna talk about it!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bottom line is, I have the tendency to be a caretaker. I like the guy, I don't think I could ever love him. That's what happened. He's cute, he's smart, he's tallented. But at least as of now, he's kinda boring. He doesn't want to do stuff or go out much. He's looking to marry someone and then only be friends with that one person, pretty much. He is slightly hyporcitical because he's got excuses for stuff and he hates excuses. Only human, so it's ok. He's a little unhappy and I feel sorry for him and I care about him and I want him to be happy. So I'm still friends with him not sure why I am, probably just cuz I don't want him to be alone. I don't think he cares for me like I care for him. Like if I didn't ever call him again, he wouldn't care. We just didn't click enough. We have very little in common, he insulted my sense of humor and he can only understand one kind. Humor is the most important thing to him and he doesn't get my jokes. I don't get his because they are laced with pop-culture references from the 80s, and I wasn't here so I can't relate. And so he feels like he can't make me laugh and so he doens't have as good of a time with me anyway. I think he is a very nice, sweet guy. I think he's been alone too long and he's a little abrasive. But he's the easiest person to talk to and approachable when someone has some relationship issues with him, and that's a great quality. It didn't last long, but I think we had fun. I think he needs friends more right now then he needs a girlfriend. He's very lonely.

Why did it get past the second date? Because I didn't trust myself that I wouldn't like him more because I thought there was Bradterference. I like Brad still. He made a huge mark on me. So I thought maybe it'll be ok and I forced myself to date this guy. The thing about him is that he has a bunch of faults - he's controlling - I joked about that and he picked up and we "discussed" it but he still doesn't see it. There's a couple of other little stuff, really small though. Here's the deal. Unlike many other guys, with all his faults, I could accept him, and perhaps fall in love with him down the line. Whereas other people's differences would drive me crazy. Basically, I could stand to marry this guy if serious feelings developed because his bad stuff I could live with. There's stuff that I can't say here that's bad, but all of it so far I could live with without it driving me nuts. And who's to say that feelings wouldn't have developed later? But he said "let's talk about us" and so we broke up. Right thing to do. Woohoo, I had a 3 week long relationship! with Gau, Tony and this, one can see, my crisis of dating a guy for a year and figuring out then that I don't want him long term, may have come to an end.

cyclerama
Mood:  a-ok
Topic: On the way to Triathlon
Rode to and from the Botanical Garden and Dempster today. Woo Hoo, 30 miles. I go!

Must bring everyone to the Gardens, its perfect weather here.

Jen's bad day
Topic: Friends
Jen wanted to know if she could come over for dinner (she was going to bring it but I'll have none of that because -->) because she was having a bad day. So I decided to surprize her with a nice dinner, menu and all. Here's what the leftovers looked like, and the menu.

Dear Jen,

I'm sorry to hear you had a rough day.
I hope I can take all your troubles away.
Don't worry my dear,
To me it is clear,
Your worries will flee when you start drinking beer.








Le Menu:

Starters:
A lovely Presidente brie cheese with spiced olive oil and concord grapes
Caprice Salad
Grilled Vegetables
Farm Fresh Grilled Shrimp on Skewer

Main Course
Orange Marinade Salmon
Zucchini and Mushroom confit

Desert:

Fresh hot apple pie from Jewel with lovely vanilla ice cream

florida
Topic: Joblog
the florida company that cancelled the interview on Friday called back to reschedule. I'm on tomorrow.

Yahoo!
Topic: Joblog
My #1 choice called me back today and said I have a second interview on the 22nd!

cool beans
Topic: Joblog
got a call from a friend's company for an interview. Also, got a call from a VP at one of my old clients saying they got something for me, possibly.

dog cat
Topic: haha
http://www.octanecreative.com/Parodyville/as_seen/caught.jpg this is funny thanks tom

the black and white cookie
Mood:  a-ok
Topic: Day to Day
I went to a Skokie bakery with Anna, called NY style bagels and bialy's.

There's a seinfield episode where Jerry and Elane are getting a Babka for some anniversary. Jerry and Elane walk in but forget to grab a number for like 15 minutes. They realize it and try to argue with some people to switch numbers. Turns out these people know them and they won't let them budge. The other people get the Babka and Jerry and Elane are left babka-less. Then they spot another babka and argue about which is the lesser Babka, chocolate or cinnamon. Babka turns out to have a hair in it. In the same episode, George and Kramer get parked in by Saddam, and Elane tells a blind guy to watch where he's going. Anyway, Jerry gets a black and white cookie and says that we could all learn from the black and white cookie, about how to get along. Then he gets food poisoning from it. They had the same cookie in this bakery. Bought it. No food poisoning, but it wasn't that great either.

Saw a little bit of the Chicago Tri on LSD, but had no time to stop and watch. Tried sailing with Anna at Gilson beach, but it didn't work out - the beach was closed due to bacterial contamination from the rain. Same water that I swam in the day before for the Tri. Isn't that nice.

So we went to Bristol Renaisseance faire with Addie, John, Gina, Priya, Chris, and Marita. Watched the jousing tournament, got Anna's face painted, and then she did the bungie and the wall. Then we did the archery and saw lemurs.

Afterwards I had dinner for my unkle's b-day at her house. Then I went to visit Jen and we went to a bistro in little Italy for coffee.

Goalus Terminus
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: we are the champions
Topic: On the way to Triathlon
ok, I did it. AND LOVED IT. It was harder then I thought but so much fun. It sucked but it was great. Hard to explain.

The goal:
The goal was to 1. not drown 2. finish the race.
I was not worried about transition time.

The Results:
50:37 overall time.
37 out of 87 in age group 20-29
237 out of 425 total?
bib 8170

http://www.chicagotriathlon.com/act/results.htm


The check-in:
It definitely paid off to get to the checkin and get everything out of the way the day before. I was definitely freaking out there. When I got marked for the race, I was like, wow I'm gonna do it. I was so scared! I got to talk to some pros and felt better afterwards. Also picked up a pair of quick-dry shorts that wisk away sweat, and a headband. Sweet. Nice and coordinated with my other running gear. Need new shoes badly.


The race:

the swim:
water was 68 degrees, we were told. with pockets of 63. It felt, despite the wetsuit, like it was 63, with pockets of 60.

we didn't actually swim much. it was mostly running, because it was really shallow - 5' at the deepest point. I did get a few storkes in. Oh yeah, there were waves. (I felt soooo stupid - I felt like I was just getting wet for show. Even so, the swim kicked my butt need to work on that a lot more)

Met Holly during the swim start, and now I have someone to train with for the NEXT tri.

Learned that for the big tri, you have to jump into the water from the pier. ouch.

Wet Suit worked out great.

I was in wave 4.

Race was delayed by 30 minutes due to weather.

Transition:
I had the wet suit half off and the swim hat and ear things out by the time I reached the bike. Took my time with shoes and socks and wiping down. Had number pinned already to the clothes. Put on gloves. Put helmet on backwards. oops. Obviously, some things to improve on. Oh yeah, when I left the house in the morning, I forgot my bike labels and swim cap. Next time must double and triple check all gear.

Bike Ride:
OUCH did this suck. Then endophins kicked in and it was fine. First loop was definitely the hardest. I think I did really well on the ride. Too bad can't get split times, but working on it. Can't balance well on the bike. But the bike is great. not really the right size for me, but it's great anyway. I got no higher then like 3rd gear and I was going almost as fast as the people with the very fancy bikes. I think I did best on the bike. Mostly passing and not really being passed but by about 10 people that had ALL the gear and the elbow rests and all. I think you don't need all that fancy stuff, but I'm going to try to get cleat pedals or at least the hoop thingy so that you can use both the up and the down motion. Dang the hamstrings hurt afterwards! Also, I was like talking to myself during the bike part. It was like this "Push Push Push Push Push Push" the whole time. Pain is good.

The Run
Running back to transition with the bike was weird. Legs were definitely like sphaggetti. This never happened in practice, but I knew this would happen and I knew that you just keep moving and it'll go away. It was a surreal feeling. Got to transition and bolted out of the gates. Next time must check for run start area in advance, lost about 15 seconds looking for it, at least. Maybe more. Ran slowly at first, but kicked it up past the half mark, because it didn't matter at this point. Started sprinting too late. Really should figure out to start sprinting about a half a mile away. Definitely the longest 1.5 miles I've ever ran, but then runners high kicked in at about 1K. I was running and thinking - wow I'm almost done with my first triathlon! I did it I did it! I was so happy. Not to tears but very happy.

The Kids Race

Wow it was fun to watch the kids, they were great! Some were so good. Others would come running in only one shoe, or no shoes. Or their jersey was on with the head through the armpit hole. So funny. Their facial expressions were great. There were two twin girls, about 8, blonde with matching outfits that ran into finish holding hands. Too cute! There was a little boy that came running past the finish gates and his daddy grabbed him and put him on the right side of them, the kid never stopped moving his legs through it. There was a child with a shirt that said "i love the smell of chlorine in the morning." This was great. Next year I want Anna to be in it, she'll love it, and dominate.

the aftermath
Immediately upon getting home I was looking for the next race.